Finding out that I'm pregnant with our Baby Number 2 brought a mix of joy, wonder, and quite a reflection to me. Though I've always been open to my husband about my dream of having five children 😊, the news of having our Baby #2 honestly left me speechless. Let me be clear, it was never sad news (in fact, this is a part of my dream come true), of course, welcoming another member to our family is a great blessing from above. But as the saying goes, "when it rains, it pours," raising 2 little ones while I'm juggling my full-time job, with my husband working miles away overseas, brought concern and deep thoughts to me.