Today I thought about it a little and I want to share these thoughts with all of you. This year, God willing, I will be 53 years old, it is easy to say, but it has not been easy, because to reach this age a lot of water has passed through this river and by this I mean that I have had the opportunity throughout my life, to live many and varied experiences, good and bad, but that have made the person I am today, so I am grateful for them. But apart from this, looking back, I remember that I saw the simple fact of reaching 50, something quite far away...

I am one of those people who was born with an innate curiosity for paranormal stories, legends, traditions and culture of countries, towns and that includes some places; but especially, abandoned places call my attention, among them houses, churches, parks, towns. So when I see an old house in a state of abandonment, many questions come to my mind, like who would live there, and if the place produces some sensation, emotion or feeling, my curiosity increases, then instinctively, I look for a way to know what is behind those ruins....

Desde que nacemos empezamos a recibir instrucciones acerca de lo que debemos hacer y lo que no debemos hacer, lo que está bien según la comunidad, país en que nos criamos y lo que no; ejemplo en nuestros países latinos es muy común estas frases: "que van a pensar los vecinos, si te ven hacer tal cosa..." o la típica: "¿Qué va a pensar la gente? ..." Si haces esto, si andas con fulano o no te pongas eso, no digas tal cosa. Siempre coartándonos casi que en todos los aspectos de nuestra vida. Yo me crie oyendo estas oraciones casi que a diario, que terminaban, "¿qué va a decir la gente?".

FuenteA la Niña de mis OjosTenía tiempo, que quería hacerte saber de manera más expresa, más directa lo que siento y pienso, porque sé que, desde hace algún tiempo, quieres tener un acercamiento mucho más, profundo de lo que acostumbramos. No te pregunto como estás, porque sé cómo te encuentras, he seguido tus pasos, tus días, en todo momento; veo tus días, tus rutinas y veo tus luchas externas e internas, día con día; sé que piensas que no ando cerca en algunos momentos, que me hablas y tus palabras caen en el olvido, que desearías, que llegara de improviso y te abrazara calmándote los pesares, las angustias, las tristezas... estoy, pero apenas te das cuenta...

ENGLISHThere are several types of emotions, but to simplify them we are going to specify them between the positive and the negative ones. Among the latter, the negative ones, there is an emotion of this branch that I would like to suppress and it is anxiety and I would love to disappear completely; in fact it is a constant challenge to keep it at bay today, because there are some days more than others depending on the situation I am living, which wants to become the protagonist of my existence, more, however, I have not let it prosper fortunately, but it has been a constant struggle.

Come with me to visit again the café El Venerable. I was near the Catholic church La Candelaria, where the mortal remains of the now Saint Dr. José Gregorio Hernández rest, in Caracas, Venezuela. This church is very popular among the devotees, apart from the fact that now in a small annex of the church, they installed this original coffee, which is on one side of the place, which I had visited for the first time almost a year ago and they were just organizing it at that time, more, however, I had the opportunity to enjoy an excellent coffee outdoors, on that occasion, where they have an outdoor umbrella and comfortable chairs arranged for that purpose.