Ramadan 18 has been done perfectly. I did the best service to my boss and the people we shared breakfast everyday. It's a feeling of being accomplishments and sacrificing. I owe to God to give me strength so I can do what the best for my boss. Giving satisfying service those who give me salary though my salary is lower than the other have but our relationship as a family member I appreciate more than money.

How are you everyone? Time flies so fast not knowing that I never been posting for 5 days already. I am too much busy and everytime I put my back on my bed, how I wished to right, I am awake, I couldn't sleep quickly but my mind is empty, no focus and guts to write. I don't know where to start and what to tell. I am just so desperate and sadness I felt. I want to put it out of my mind but I don't know how and why?

Making a way to have a walk not in the morning but at night to see the beautifully installed lights in all the corner and angle of the street and park. Even the establishmenta have their own way of giving new light. It's so amazing and attractive. It's like a city of light. Last Ramadan, I never saw the street and park. Maybe since 2020, during the pandemic, I refrained in going out for my safe.

There are so many women who are wasted their life for nothing. Some are just using their life for earning easy money. They used their beauty to reach their goal no matter how it takes. There are serious and spiritual guided who live accordingly. But for me, I am not judgmental, I have no right to judge and I don't want to be judged too. Everyone has its own way of life and we don't know what they had been through.

Glory to God for His guidance. I am and was so busy but today I need to give time to share with you how the work of God to my life. I been sharing a lit of pain, tears and problems around. My life is truly tested by time but I would like to let you know that God never fails. God never forbids people who calls His mercy and guidance. I appreciated this. It's not a big for other people but for me it's more than enough. Thank you ,Lord God If leave me, I don't know what happens to me. But He is great provider without ceasing.

I been attached to my employers religion as they are my second family who treated me like their member. It's not all about the religion but how they show me the merit of love. For almost three decades, I knew their heart and how they treat people without pretend.