It was during the pandemic. Everyone had travelled, and it was just me in the hostel with a couple at the other flat, and we rarely saw each other because there was absolutely no reason for a direct conversation. I was lonely, sad, and broke, but I didn’t want to travel home because it most likely wouldn’t resolve whatever was going on with me at the time. At some point, I was frustrated because things were so tough that I couldn’t even feed myself properly, however, I had solace in one thing.