If there’s something that never goes away then its the pain of losing someone dear to you, be it a parent or siblings or even close friends, that kind of pain never goes away, although we can’t always talk about the dead because its a very tough decision to make to accept the fact that, that person is no more, like that person can’t be seen in this lifetime again till only God knows when, I have lost a quite number of relationships, business opportunities and friends and I have also let go and forgotten them but when I lost my dad in year 2020, then I knew that some kind of pains never go away, this type of pain is just been bottled and locked up somewhere in your heart and mind.

To be honest there are so many features I would love for my phone to have right now if another software update comes up again, but there’s one pressing one I really need in my phone right now and it has got to be “increase in phone storage”. When I bought this phone 4 years ago I didn’t really consider the phone space, I had just lost my old my phone and in a space of 4days I was going to buy a new one and an Iphone without middle button for that matter, I was really excited at the moment and by the way I used to hear people say Iphones don’t get easily filled up, not knowing those people used Iphones with bigger gigabyte.

There’s violence in the world today not 100% because of the tv shows we watch (wrestling, boxing) or the video games we play, violence comes as a result of disagreement and oppression, back in the years before our generations even existed or before tv’s and digital communication was even invented, there have been so much oppression and disagreements which led to violence, people were being forced into slavery without their will, children and young girls were being taken to other countries for sexual slavery without their will and when they disagree they were being killed.

Having to do digital minimalism sometimes makes me nervous because I feel maybe in some weeks time I might be needing that particular app that I thought wasn’t useful at the moment, but it’s actually really good to free up your phone once in a while, think carefully about the apps that needs to go, and why they really need to go, most of the times the apps really occupy alot of space on our devices without actually serving a really good purpose, one app that gave me that impression was the X app (formally known as Twitter).

My life right now isn’t much of a fun life, that’s because I’m 90 percent of an introvert, going out doesn’t really freak me unless its somewhere thats really attractive and interesting, where I live doesn’t really have the beach close to it neither does it have the zoo close to, what we normally do see around here is mostly hotels and restaurants which are expensive, I barely go out to eat because I’m always indoors and on second taught going out to sit and eat alone without having a company feels kinda weird. I have friends but most of them do end on digitally, everyone has alot going on with them.

Its no news that in this digital age, we have numerous relationships like friends, colleagues, mentors, casual acquaintances online, while some people even go as far as dating someone online, honestly back then I did it too because I was probably young and naive, I have grown alot more than that to know that its not really healthy. Most times this relationships can be valuable but not underestimating the facts there’s alot of risk attached to it and these risks could be blurred boundaries and emotional dependency, I was once attached to someone online that I have never ever met in life, looking back from now its actually wierd and crazy.