... followed. Don't ask to get old soon because time will never go back when you're tired. Adulting is exhausting because of responsibilities and obligations. Posted via D.Buzz

Lahat tayo ay may dinadalang problema. Hindi lang naman ikaw ang napapagod o di kaya’y nasasaktan. Hindi mo lang ako naririnig magreklamo kasi bihira lang ako magsalita. Ngunit hindi ibig sabihin noon wala akong dinadala. Atsaka hindi lang ako mahilig magpakita sa aking mga drama. Ang hirap lang kasi ipapatulo ang aking mga luha. Nahihiya pero ‘di ako sigurado kung ano ang tamang salita sa aking nararamdaman.

In a world that often bombards us with messages of perfection and unattainable standards, it is easy to feel inadequate or flawed. However, the truth is that each individual is inherently worthy and deserving of love and acceptance, just as they are. Often judged from the clothes being worn and sometimes being misunderstood. Prone to lewdness, indecency and sometimes harassment. It’s not the one that they’re wearing but it’s the people who see it with scum fantasies in mind.

From the past or maybe in the future, no one could really tell. I was madly in love with this woman whom I met on the phone. It was in the year of 2005, I just graduated from high highschool. Perfect timing when mobile network companies offered unlimited text and call. It was my first time using a mobile phone, of course I was hooked and began to be addicted to it. I kept searching for text mates, call mates or nowadays we call it chat mate.

I was young and of course naive. I was truly in love with her like she was my world and without her I could not see myself continue living. Even though we were like Cat and Mouse I’d always be the one to understand. I’d rather say “I’m sorry” instead of hearing her saying “Goodbye.” It felt like I was suffocating and depressed because I wanted to be honest of what I was feeling. Yet, I chose to hurt inside just to make sure our love would not end apart.

I wonder when that was, I barely remember the feeling of leisure when doing nothing outside. Adulting is sometimes boring, it keeps on teaching us how to work hard and to be responsible; Which is not a bad thing either since that’s how it should be.So just yesterday, a glimpse of what’s outside and the scent of dust was like a nostalgic feeling.