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I hate autism and bi-polar

And the only thing that works is cannabis oil but it's illegal.  I'm tired of suffering and not having a purpose.  I have no idea what to do.  I'...

tired of being a worthless retard

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Sometimes I want to die

I've been in bad shape especially the past 20 years, 35 now. Mild autism and bi-polar with a nerve disorder has made things unbearable and I don't have a single...

Daily Bible Verse - Psalm 73:26

Please message me for any prayer requests!...

Daily Bible Verse Art - Matthew 5:11

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Get Organized!

Get Organized! (click for the video, still trying to figure that out.  Maybe I should be better organized.) Number One Tip!  Get a Moleskine Notebook!...

My First Video (A Christian with Aspergers who loves Cannabis)

 My First YouTube Video: A Christian with Aspergers. (It's about 5 year old but I'm generally the same.  A bit different knowing about the Autism...

How Bad do you Want Jesus? Where are Your Passions?

Have you been knocking and seeking with all your might and strength in desperation?Have you been reading His Word and crying in prayer desperate for His Love? &...

Exploring Synthetics

Exploring Synthetics This video below by Alexandar Shulgun called "Dirty Pictures is great underrated film and lets you into the one of the greatest minds in th...

Fade Away

 Fade Away Colors they all fade away, life I feel I cannot stay Life expected nowhere near, death and darkness now I fear Time I see is breaking down, smil...

Drunken College Grad With Honors Terrorizes Neighbors in Underwear

 Drunken College Grad With Honors Terrorizes Neighbors in Underwear Carpe diem – “Seize the Day”And seize the day I did, drunk and in my underwear the...

Research Chemicals; the Adventures of a Psychonaut

Research Chemicals; the Adventures of a Psychonaut There are many things in life we seem to want to keep secret because of shame (or possible fine lines of...

I hate autism

I'm sure I wouldn't be a great person without high functioning autism but it would make a lot of things like dealing with people hard.  I think people don'...

I don't want to try and keep doing this

I don't have any friends.  I'm just tired, what should I do, write poetry and while people are getting $500 a post nothing I post.  I just feel worthl...

Trump Gold $100 Bill and Silver Round

I bought both of these and they are actually good quality.   Trump $100 Novelty Bill  $2.50 + $2.99 shipping And the silver coin (not silver bullion, ...

Collecting US Coins: 1913 Barber Half Dollar

I mainly collect silver US coins that are 90% silver, make in 1964 or prior.  In 1965, the government took all the value out backing the money so this is w...

A Day With Autism/Aspergers

I wan't very social since I could walk and didn't ever like to be held.  I wouldn't like showers or being in the sun.  At age 30 a doctor told me it w...

Cannabis oil Is a Miracle for Autism/I collect aluminum cans and other metals like brass, coper, gold, and silver (old coins too!)

I walk 6-12 miles a day in the Denver Area once a week every week to pick up cans (and trash when I am able to) almost every Monday. I'm collecting cans so I wa...

What if I posted every one of my cuts and burns when I almost lost limbs over from PTSD from a very mesed u place having Aspergers. Also CANNABIS/kratom

I cant take this anymore. I feel people push all the crap to the side and never dealt with it. Socitey won't even allow me to get cannabis TRIM, not event the s...

Does anyone think about all the bad stuff that only you knew about? Only we know how bad we really are so is our ego just ignoring all that, the "Shadow"...

What about the people I knew where they were buried but I don't want them to end up having me end up killed....