Today was @bradleyarrow's birthday! We had a great evening. My son's girlfriend made a delicious meal, my Aunt hosted it at her house, both Bradley and I worked till 5! 9 of us were there! It was wonderful! Posted Using INLEO

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't posted in a while, with work, Grandsons and a new puppy, life is busy! With 3 cats and a dog, life is wonderful ❤️ I am still getting ready for our wedding, which will be here in no time! Exciting! I absolutely my new life with @bradleyarrow, he is the perfect man for me! Life is good! A friend told me this today, to HALT, It's; don't let yourself get too hungry, too angry, too lonely and too tired! It struck home! I am terrible at times for not taking time to take care of Cathy (me)! I hope that will come with time! I must find time to blog, I find it healing! Picture is of our fur babies. When @bradleyarrow was sick, my babies were all around me!

Hi everyone! I am feeling alittle down in the dumps for the last couple of days 😢 Alot went on and still going on in life. I can't seem to shake my sadness over losing two important people in my life 😔 And my Mom is giving me a hard time again, only for her own selfish reason. I do everything for her and I always get treated like the black sheep of the family (no disrespect intended to anyone). It's time for me to go to work. Have a great day everyone and God bless 💖 Sorry I have to picture to share today.

As I sit here drinking my green tea 🍵, I can't help think about life, especially mine. It's been a rough, rocky road since the day I was born ( I will blog about it when I am ready to share) ! Did my past make me the person I am today, heck yes! It's the past so I don't dwell on it, I worked through it by going to a councilor or having heart to heart conversations with my bestie. Now I have @bradleyarrow to lean on. I have realized that the past demons can get deep into your head and make you miserable. So by staying positive those demons can't get the best of you! Do I have bad days? Oh yes indeed I do! But I try and not to stay too long there! I also had good times in my life, that always kept me moving forward. I try and focus on the now! Not the past or future! I am not there yet so why worry over things that hasn't happened yet! I will deal with it when the time comes. Sorry but I am going on and on now, blabbering. Lol Live life in the now, we don't know what tomorrow will bring! Go on a vacation, eat dessert first, what ever makes you happy, go and do it! Love you all 💖

The Angel of death appeared again on Wednesday night. My friend/ex coworker died peacefully at home Wednesday night at 11:33pm. There were 5 of us around her bed, rubbing her arms, holding her hand, and playing with her hair. She was surrounded with her best friend, Aunt Patsy, her 2 daughters and myself and Sharon. As she took her last breath we all told her that we loved her, and if this was her time to go, it's okay to let go! I will certainly miss her, but the memories will last forever! 🫂💓

As I sit here thinking about the day we have a head of us, Mudders funeral, the memories of her keep scrolling through my head. The first time I met her was January 1st of this year. She kept looking at me and smiling. Her smile was warm and loving. She "demanded" that i sit by her at the table to eat! That was awesome! I saw the true Mudder, her laughter, her smile, then her funny side came alive, lol. Oh my, she could sure tell the jokes and stories (mostly naughty ones, lol) I knew then that we were going to get along great, she already had a special place in my heart ❤️ Trough visiting her at the 'home' , or our family get together's, we began to bond. The day she told me that she loved me overwhelmed me, I wondered how could she love me so quickly! I loved her also! She loved to tease me about having my nose pierced, by the way, she wanted me to take it out before I got married! I offered to get hers pierced, she laughed and said maybe I should get my "twat" pierced, she was a hard case for joking around. I may not have known her for long but the bond we shared was amazing! Just knowing that her baby boy, Bradleyarrow, was being well taken care of and loved, I am sure she died at peace! I am so happy to have known her, and have felt her love and caring spirit 💗 She may be gone but I will never forget her. R.I.P. Mudder, I love and miss you terribly! XOXOXO