Happy new Year again guys. So this is my new year's blog post, although I wanted this up in the first week, school and some other things got in the way. Anyways, I'm happy to finally put this up.Last year was bittersweet for me. More bitter than sweet but alas it has ended.
The crossover night was very emotional, the whole time I couldn't stop the feelings that washed over me. The feelings of underachievement, of loss, of failure. It was a terrible feeling but I allowed myself to acknowledge it anyways. One thing I've learnt in the past year was to always allow myself feel every emotion and experience, be it sadness, gratitude, happiness, wins and losses.
Another lesson was that I did not properly plan for the year and that was the biggest reason for my "losses".
Even if I didn't achieve much last year, I'm grateful for the mistakes because they made me more self aware. I can say I achieved a bit of self realization. I made some wrong decisions, some mistakes and lost some opportunities. Moving forward, I want to learn from those mistakes, and instead of having these sad feelings of loss, I'll make lessons out of them. Here they are, hopefully you can also learn from them.
Hope you have a good read.
