I just want to cry,
Cry everything that happened to me away and forget about it all.
Everyone that hurt me and used me,
I want it all to go away.
I want to cry it all away,
Cry away all the pain,
All the bad moments,
All the good memories,
All the good times I been used.
I want to forget.
Everyone promises they won't hurt me,
And they say they make me so happy,
And say they love me.
Everyone just uses me,
They want sex,
They want to use,
They don't care about your feelings,
Or what you have to say.
All the plans you make just rot away,
Nothing but impossible dreams and the heartache is all you have left.
To scared to reach out and touch reality again.
Too broken to care anymore,
Just wanting to be loved by someone true.
Cold to the touch like a dead corpse.
Putting on a fake smile so no one sees the pain I'm going through.
Laughing my sorrows away.
Pretending that I'm ok.
Lying that I'm ok,
There's nothing wrong.
Wanting to cry my memories away.
I wish I was a blank page in my journal then feel this pain I have.
I want to cry everything away and forget.