.......It's happened, no going back, no changing the past now, it's all broken. Pick yourself up and just keep moving forward. Say sorry to whoever needs to hear it and give an explanation to whoever demands one. When the dust settles as it eventually will, you keep going. You may not know where you're headed, that's fine. just don't sit there sulking, feeling sorry for yourself. crawl if you have to, but make sure you're headed somewhere, anywhere.