Our bodies take punishment well, but we are not invincible. As long as we are comfortable and happy it should be ok? If you feel pain, just take pain medication. What’s underneath the pain does not matter. Yes. Fixing body is not as easy as fixing coffee machine. Yet we rarely think about cleaning our filters to preserve and prevent the machine from breaking down. Prevention is too much work. Poison tastes too good. I will think about tomorrow, tomorrow.
My year has started out in poor health and sleeping in bed for weeks. It has made me question why my body has decided to break down again. For last half a year I have been treating it with respect and added new healthy habits. What about before? It should not matter? Oh, but it does! Years of abuse, mental pain slowly turned into physical one all buried underneath the surface released only through tears. Why would that be part of equation? Our hardware is tangled with our software like it or not. Healing takes time.
If there is an issue chances are it is something you did or did not do yourself. Taking care of yourself should be one of the most important things. Not only when issues arise. Always.
Still waiting for snow this winter.
Song of the day: The Birthday Massacre - To Die For
Thought of the day: Why it is so hard to treat yourself with same kindness you would offer to your best friend?
Tiny happiness of the day: Reading books