All our life has always been on about chasing our dreams, getting good job, and whatnot. Our parents and society has always assume that getting good grades equal to getting good job, and will lead to happy life. But we(society) failed to realized that it is not the case anymore. We spend too little time to those that matters, thinking that the more we try to impress people with our big title and posh car and house will make we happy, instead I think that it make us distant and it could lead to depression if it didn't turn out as we expected.
Why is it that when we younger it is easier for us to be happy? It is definitely much happier when we younger. Not that I am saying that we shouldn't work hard for our life, I am just saying that sometimes we really need to check on our priority meter. I will from now on do whatever that make me happy, I am so tired living on such a life where we try to impress people. To what extent?
As we grow older our circle of friends will get smaller and smaller and it hurts to see that those whom you were so close with just doesn't seem to bother anymore. What worse is that you still miss them and wishing that everything could be like the old times again :/
I can't help but notice that I've rarely mention the word "happy" to my friends, it is cute how my friend tell me that me being happy(or using that word) is like fairies; it is few and delicate. They're not wrong because all my life I've always feel depressed and full of pessimistic moment. I thank them who helped me see the better side of the world, and it always funny to see how sanguine they(D) are.
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