I did some time in the military, when i got out i was told i have ptsd. i didn't want to do anything about it cause.....well i know there are other brothers and sisters that need more help than i do. i feel bad going to my VA office crying about post traumatic stress. its keeps me isolated, and when i have to be around people i just get so nervous, flustered, tingly, light headed i wanna pass out, driving makes me nervous. it feels like im not even in control of myself. it never use to be this bad till i got older. still i feel bad about going to my doctor. I wanna get better, I try to. idk steemit community. just wanted to share a thought.