Watch Vlog #83: Never giving up trying to beat @ezzy at Streetfighter V + Visit to Makro to buy Rib-eye to grill for my Mom tonight. video on DTube
This is not the first vlog I made this morning. I made one earlier but when I watched it I realised I was way to negative, don’t know how that happened really, it just came out of nowhere and I went with it, it felt great.
But it’s also very dangerous. It can put you in a negative state.
As much as I can I try to change negativity into positivity. Or at least try to get me out of a current state. Sometimes you just need to go do something to help yourself.
My mom and her husband are coming for dinner tonight. I have tons of meat in the freezer but I went to Makro anyway to buy some meat because that’s something I enjoy. It only took me 30-40 minutes going back and forth and I feel much happier.
I’m looking forward to the dinner and going to the gym after with a friend. (It’s Bianca’s rest day).
Trying to always be positive and better at things is something I taught myself. There is no rulebook, just you and your mind. For me it’s a constant battle. It’s not easy.
What else is not easy is trying to beat @ezzy at Streetfighter V. By now it feels like I lost hundreds of games but did get very close at beating him one time last night. (4-5). After that he changed his game and I got annihilated again. It’s fun to get beaten because it’s fun to get better at things you enjoy.
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