Devoted

By @cheznee7/13/2017love

I remember the first time
My eyes met his, and how he's eyes started gleaming. I felt so lucky to be sitting next to someone so beautiful and how when he touched me for that brief second, I got butterfly's I think that's the first time I realized I actually felt something other than pain, other than sadness because before him there was this hole in my heart and I felt so numb until I laid eyes on him we started talking about everything and I opened up to him. I felt as if I could trust someone I had just met I never thought he'd feel the way I felt towards him so I kept it a secret Every day I'm falling in love with a new part of him yesterday I realized his eyes and how beautiful they are. And how when he smiles he gets crinkles and how warm your hands are and when you hold mine you rub your thumb against mine I can't wait to see how much more I find. It's hard to believe how one person can mean so much even when you've only talked for a short period of time they make you feel so special all the things you've bottled up just for them Come out and catch yourself thinking about them all the time wondering if they constantly think about you too. Something about his smile had me hoping forever I fell in love with you the first time I saw you wake up how you stumbled out of bed the way your hands grasped my hipbones while your lips softly stole the end of my sentence somewhere falling in love with our midnight conversations and our late night video games. Our long phone calls about nothing and our short kisses but meaningful. Our hugs. Truth is I love you. And you love me and I'm sure this is the first time we've felt this way about anyone I think it's funny how things work out. We fall in love and expect the force to build the house and keep it up but we don't calculate other factors of timing distance and separation but yet I still hope what you say is true that love will conquer all because I will always love you. No matter the time distance place I can't promise you forever because nobody can, but I can promise you every now and everything I am. I just look at you, and I just love you, and it just terrifies me. It terrifies me what I would do for you. I adore you on the most innocent ways I crave your goodnight kiss

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