Are we all crazy or is it only me?
Sometimes I just sit in my car and I think of the past two years and how messed up I have been.
Me, I, Myself....
Me, I, Myself...
Me, I, Myself...
Me, I, Myself...
Me......
I......
Myself.......
I am the one creating my own reality and for the past two years after coming home from my year trip abroad I have been throwing oil on aN open flame.
I Made everyone around me hate me even though I have never been much loved since I am an activist for Humanity, Earth, Animals, LGBT. Everything.
I always feel that Earth should be full of rainbows and unicorn poop but obviously Societies main frames hate me because I am not their robotic soldier that just excepts the facts that are placed in front of me. I question facts just as I question life, living, human beings and space. Everything fascinates me and I don't know how to make my mind wondering off to the deeper conclusions of where this mere fact actually made it's existence.
As we all know, lies have always been something that humans do, I mean we even see animals do it lately and that is probably the scariest thing of it all. We are evolving so rapidly that , or let me state it differently... Our minds are expanding so rapidly that this World isn't good enough for us anymore.
For the 1% of the World that feels the same way I do and that has been struck by the evolution of the brain to an extent that this world wasn't ready for, then you know how hard this struggle is.
You understand that a feeling hurt and confused and that most people honestly bore me. Most people actually tire me. I would rather be travelling the world for the rest of my life meeting new people every single day. How about I start a " Go Fund Me" Page for it? Maybe that is my lifes purpose. To open peoples eyes and broaden their perspective?
Sometimes I feel like dying over the meer fact that I feel I don't have a place on this earth.
I am one of the robotic defects that got thrown into the reject pile during production.
I am the one, the one who wants to open the eyes of societies soldiers.
I am the one who wants to change the World and wants to live a life that society denies.
I do not want kids, I do not want to get married, I don't want a mortgage. All I want to do is learn and experience as much as I possibly can.
If there is anybody out there who feels even the slightest bit the same as me, Please let me know.
I can't do this alone anymore....