There used to be a group of us, five to be exact, but three died and then one went to jail so it just seems like i am the only one alive now. Oh how i wish i could rewind the time. You never even got to see your child but he is here and he reminds us of you just like my rest in peace tatoo. Just know i miss you all but i know you are in a better place and i hope to see you soon someday. I really miss you.