And so I'm back OwO This is me just finding a bit of time to breath again because January and February was Hella hectic for me ;;-;; This year has really been testing my persistence and my will power and I'm just happy the Chinese new year is coming so we can finally shed all the negative energies of 2025 for good! And speaking of energies, I have been having a bit of fun learning the basics of tarot, history and witchcraft in my free time. Like after work, I have my run, dinner and by the evening I read, just read and read my cards, my books and a few other guides I can find on reddit.
Sometimes I also read on my breaks, or I nap so I can have energy in the evening. IDK I think I've just been this new journey I've been taking because it's been helpful with managing my anxiety. Like really helpful. I never thought that something my counselor suggested for fun would become a serious hobby XD but if it helps, it helps.
Anyway, I've been on this journey for 2 months now, been doing daily card pulls and I've been having conversations with my cads, or at least I've been trying to in between my schedule and they really don't worship anybody. They have bluntly told me that I am the red flag over and over again and at this point, now we're just at the point where we discuss why it thinks I am. Not really a conversation I imagined having with a deck of cards, really. And from this, I think I really have been growing, maturing and making myself better for myself. I'm hoping the day will come where me and my deck would be discussing that I'm to positive, but for now, I know I have a lot of growing left to do.
On days I want to try practice more, I open up free readings on reddit and threads and I have considered opening up readings here too since more practice is good, right? Maybe I'd post about it or do it on ecency wave. I'm still thinking about it. As of now, I don't have a shortage of people wanting a free readings but I would love to try reading on people I have known here for a while now. I would make time. And I would understand if you ask a lot of questions because honestly, if you're anxious or desperate, you'd cling onto any sign and that's why I started reading cards. Even I needed clarity and that was actually one of the few cards that came out for me when I did my first pull on myself.
If you guys are willing, I'd give it a try too but for now, this is just me scoping out if there would be anyone interested.
So far, I really enjoy the readings though most I can do right now is for love and life in general, nothing too specific yet but hopefully one day I can do Ore advance spreads and interpret more cards because my limit right now is 6 cards. I usually do 3 cards for strangers and I was thinking of doing paid adings one day, maybe when I've built a reputation for myself. But for now, I'll continue conversing with the cards.
If anyone wants a reading, I would love to give it a try for you ^^ For now, this is all from me for today! I will try to answer to replies when I can.