Hi, Peakd blog. Long time since I last wrote again in Peakd, and now I am back to telling some of my life-complaints or some of my chit-chat. Hopefully, all of you enjoy reading this article.
So, I will ask you about your experiences being in cooperation with many people in your life. Because this day, I was lacking my role in real life, then online has really enormous development nowadays. Somehow I felt annoyed with many people who enjoyed a lot by using their smartphones in their online presence, not being active in their real life.
Yet I was kind of an ambivert ones and I tell this because an ambivert is one who really depends on their social environment, which I know myself as one who can not breathe without a lot of my circle's attention. Yes, I need their cares and shares; however, these days, nobody really pays attention to their real-life circle.
Then, I also confess to my ability in social presence roles that it might be less on the characteristic point. I think again, maybe a lot of people are not attracts with some person who is not capable of being a centre of attention. So, the more you settle up the awkwardness, the more people around us who are not interest with what we had. The opposite of this case is when you are skillful in winning the social atmosphere, then many people can prove you in the social environment.
But, again, I want to ask the Peakd-zen, and it will be perfect if you are able to discuss in this article comments, the question is "How are you able to cooperate with someone on this day in your whole layer?" Might be this will ask you in your profession part, or just for a casual life that now holds it by, like your relationship with your besties or colleagues, or your family.
Because I am so dumb with my ability to show myself in my real social presence, I also need some of you to give me a solution to change my bad social habits.
I know that maybe I am the one who is very troublesome because when I saw my social potential, and there were none of the beneficial changemakers in my environment, I felt so guilty to waste many kinds of opportunities, both for our social-change kindness.
I think that we are now so lookish like garbage by not participating in our social action. Can we still set our online boundaries more than offline, while the effectiveness is heightened when we are together in real life?
But, again, I too often think that when we have all of ourselves purpose that suddenly we also realize that it is not really precious when we are straight for our egoism, I mean, there are a lot of people with whom we can cooperate on our purpose together and unsteady with our divided life's pace by many of the bad factor resists in.
Like our really bad willingness to be chase but there are other obstacles to reaching out to us, or there is a lot of miscommunication on how we reflect our life in a negative way that makes us skeptical about these aspects of life, is in a bad grades.
Okay, I agree that we have a lot of problems to chase our integrity and cooperate with many of them that are first caused by our alter ego. But, I also follow up on myself as one who has many mistakes because my environtment not really better held by.
I have a principle in "We, who are participants in these lives, are the only one who has a role that must be responsible for ourselves". However, that kind of principle is just let go by and never seems to work well in my daily life, because I find them too annoying for me.
So, I let the condition seem shaped by what it shaped for, by the reality that I do not have a big influence or power in managed they attitude to stream well as I am willing to.
Sometimes I want to have a social balance, in some examples, be someone who is really regarded by others and not be pinned by my circles as a person who has a lot of mistakes or is blamed by many wrong cautionary claims.
I know, too, that to chase it, we must be good people. Then, when someone are blamed you for some of case, you must be in a depth think deeply about the exact reason for it. Whenever you go with that mind, suddenly you are trapped by your feelings, and you know how that impacts?
It's really self-harm to play with that broken and guilty pleasure; you may have missed many things to do in your life. Like me, who were singles and may become a child-free lady. Then, I realized it is just because my deep mind is digging too much into my life problems -- until now, I knew that to cooperate with them is impossible for me.
Hufftt, it is so tough.
Thank you for reading this article, and I would really appreciate it if you could also share your experience below by describing your environment, or just tell your short story about how you relate to my rants.
Then, thank you for this community, it will be my first article in the rant, complain, and talk community. I hope I can grow as far as I can to be one of your family members.
Let's meet in another article. 😃
