The other day (before i got reunited with my laptop activities) I was wondering what it would be that would make my life meaningful and productive again. I live off-grid on 20 acres of scrubland that I had intended to turn into a Ranch raising dogs, chickens and goats. After spending a year on this project I was no further along than when I had started due to spending an unreasonable amount on trying to get a running, legal and paid for vehicle. When my friend invited me to come live with him in Maryland it was time to do a re-evaluation of my priorities. What mattered to me? My mission statement is to "Enjoy what I do each day and have a positive influence on those I come in contact with." The choice now was do I continue here at the Ranch or do I move to Maryland where I could live with modern conveniences like running water and power on call. I have been called to take action to move to Maryland where I can spend more time engaging with people both on the internet and in person and I can better enjoy what I do each day.