Hi Hive,
Lewis here!
I dusted off this little song i wrote years ago as it was played on my friends @daniellemurray podcast and got me wanting to play some of my older songs.
I have noticed how large i look on camera, and it is true i am quite a lump now a days, i don't think of myself as big though as i was always very skinny before i had to start taking this god awful medication for my mental health.
So i've decided to go walking as much as possible, eventually i'll be running, i do hope.
I intend on getting back to my weight before the meds destroyed my metabolism, i'll never get back to 9.5 stone but i'm aiming for 12-13 stone.
Anyway, the song: Written about how useless i am to be with (for my ex).
Song is just two chords throughout.
Lyrics:
I'm only here for the rare moments
You need somebody'd guidance
I do try to help you out
But i'm pretty much useless
All i want to do is sit around
I've forgotten how to make moments
But every now and then
You need me to un-do a jar
Or reach something in the cupboard
I do the washing up
Every now and then
Every now and then
Moments are made
by forgetting yourself
just for a minute
Without thinking you create memories that'll last
We forget most things in a matter of seconds
and what we do remember is only half true
So i gues try not to choose
By being selfish
No-one wants to lose
Every now and then