I don’t know this kind of feeling. It seems a type of feeling that is long forgotten since I have a family of my own. It’s like sadness which is hard to determine even though I don’t have the right to be, I’m a married dude and most especially, I’m a grown man. For others for sure, those things are in their mind that some people think that there are people who are just overreacting or exaggerating about life. Well, they just don’t understand how people handle their emotions.

You know, today is Friday and when I was younger and I was just a student. This day was the happiest among all days in the whole week. I remember those days how excited I was when the classes ended in the afternoon. Maybe because it was time to have fun at last because tomorrow I had no class anymore. I’m sure my classmates felt the same way too because it was drawn in their faces too. I smirked and they smirked too. Yes, we were thinking of meeting up later in that not corner not far away from our houses. We were just thinking of doing fun stuff. Lol

I miss that kind of feeling if I’m just being honest to myself. I’ve been at home all the time or should we say at the store. When I woke up, usually at 5 in the morning I went directly to the store and opened it. Sometimes I didn’t notice how fast time went by because it was already 10 in the evening; When it comes to that, it’s time to close and hereafter, time to sleep. Yes, kind of boring if I’d be asked, it’s pretty obvious even just by thinking about the kind of situation I’m having.

That’s why I feel something heavy inside. Maybe because it’s Friday and should be a fun time day or will be but Nah. I’m here right now watching over the store with a bright surrounding but my thoughts are dark like the night. What can I do? This is what gives food to our table. Sacrifices are necessary when in terms of living a beautiful life.

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He writes occasionally about random stuff he would see in the outside world. He loves to express what he feels through writing because he's not good at speaking personally.

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