As a child, I acted like a child, as a man I have also acted like a child. It's funny because even at my age, I still find it hard to believe I have grown. A lot of the time I still crave attention, I still wish someone would take me out and spend on me, I still wish someone would look at me and find me cute. I find myself craving the little things children enjoy but realizing that I am an adult and should be the one doing these things for others. A lot of the time it is tiring, so much that I just utter the words from a popular Nigerian song; “Adulthood is a scam”. When I think about it, it sounds like a scam. As a child I couldn't wait to grow up so I could be independent, now I'm independent and I wish I could be dependent again 😂.