Hi, guys!YA sovershenno perestala spat', i eto bol'shaya proboyema, ak kak teper' po utram mne katastroficheski tyazhelo prosypat'sya, ya ochen' dolgo lezhu i iz-za etogo u menya ostayetsya men'she vemeni na produktivnuyu rabotu. Nado srochno s etim chto-to delat', no obychno takiye problemy u menya bystro ne reshayutsya, no nado reshit', potomu chto eto 'udet sil'no tormozit' mne rabochiy protsess. U menya ran'she ne bylo periodov dolgogo otkaza ot neyroleptikov, eto pervyy raz, no vot vse ravno mne prishlos' k nim vernut'sya, potomu chto inache ya voobshche ne splyu noch'yu. Navernoye segodnya mne pridetsya noch'yu ra'botat', chtob skompenstrovpt' to vremya, chto ya dolzhna byla rabotat' dnem. Poluchayetsya zamknutyy krug. Nuzhno pridumat' sposob vosstanovit' normal'nyy grafik i kak mozhno skoreye. Segodnya u menya vstrecha s moim psikhoterapevtom, i eto yeshche minus chas vremeni ot raboty. Eto sozdayet u menya postoyangoye chuvstvo otsutsiviya vremeni dlya raboty i eto menya ochen' napryagayet. No nichego strshnogo, porabotayu zavtra v tri raza bol'she, mozhet segodnya prosto den' takoy. Glavnoye chtob postoyanno byli idei togo, kak prodolzhat' pisat', a tam uzhe chto-to da pridumayu, gde nayti vremya chtob prodolzhat'. Tak chto dazhe yesli segodnya ne budet prodolzheniya nichego strashnogo, zavtra smogu rasshirit' tekst vse ravno. I deoat' yeshche raz tozhe samoye poslezavtra. Nadeyus' vse poluchitsya. Vsem otlichnogo dnya! Ещё 1 333 / 5 000 I have completely stopped sleeping, and this is a big problem, because now in the mornings it is catastrophically difficult for me to wake up, I lie down for a very long time and because of this I have less time for productive work. I need to do something about this urgently, but usually such problems are not solved quickly for me, but I need to solve them, because this will greatly slow down my work process.

Hi, guys!On the first day of the new year, I woke up without inspiration for writing. I finally managed to sleep at night, but I don't think it has given me any inspiration for work, I hope it will come later. So I'll try to do at least my writing minimum today.

Hi, guys!Novyy god otlichayetsya dlya menya ot lyubogo drugogo dnya tol'ko tem, chto ya osobenno tshchatel'no proveryayu, zaryazheny li moi shumopodavlyayushchiye naushniki. U moikh sosedey otvratitel'nyy vkus v muzyke, i ya ne khochu slushat' eto der'mo, kogda oni nap'yutsya. V ostal'nom ya ne stavlyu yelku, ne p'yu, i prosto vovremya lozhus' spat'. Segodnya u menya obychnyy ra'ochiy den', ya nadeyus' napisat' normu teksta, kotoruyu zaplanirovala, i tochno tak zhe normal'no prodolzhit' rabotat' zavtra. Segodnya my s muzhem kakoye-to vremya pobrodim po Morii, zakazhem chto-to vkusnoye, i kakoye-to vremya ya provedu s knigoy, budet polezno nemnogo otdokhnut' prezhde, chem nachat' novyy god. Vchera ya napisala plany na yanvar', on u menya budet dovol'no nasyshchennyy, tak chto nado vyspat'sya i podgotovit'sya. Nichego osobennogo na novyy god ya ne delayu uzhe ochen' davno, ya prosto ne lyublyu etot prazdnik. Zhdesh' kakogo-to chuda, a chudo ne proiskhodit, poetomu ya reshila prosto perestat' sebya obmanyvat' i prosto yego ignorirovat'. Yedinstvennoye, chto ya delayu, eto myslenno podvozhu itogi proshedshego goda. Predydushchiy god byl ne tak uzh plokh, no ya nadeyus', chto sleduyushchiy budet yeshche luchshe. Mne yest', k chemu stremit'sya, u menya poyavilas' mechta, k kotoroy ya idu, i eto dlya menya ochen' vazhno. Nadeyus' v novom godu u menya poluchitsya etu mechtu osushchestvit'. Vsem otlichnogo dnya! Ещё 1 288 / 5 000 The only difference between New Year's and any other day for me is that I make sure my noise-canceling headphones are charged. My neighbors have terrible taste in music, and I don't want to listen to that crap when they're drunk. Otherwise, I don't put up a Christmas tree, I don't drink, and I just go to bed on time. Today is my usual work day, I hope to write the amount of text I planned, and continue working just as normally tomorrow.

Hi, guys!Yesterday I thought for a long time, and finally decided that during the time that I am studying at the writing courses, I could try to write not only the first part of my novel, but also the second part of the trilogy. Moreover, more than one lecturer has told us that it is better to go to the publisher with all the parts written, or at least with synopses of all the parts in case of writing a series of books. I don’t know yet how exactly I am going to do this, most likely it will be very difficult, but I want to try. I don’t really have any ideas for the second volume yet, but I already know that they start to appear as soon as you start working on them.

Hi, guys!During the time I've been working on my novel, I've already developed a certain routine for working on the text. I usually spend two days actively writing, and on the third day I think over the further plan and edit what I've written. Today is my editing day, it's less intense than my writing days, so today I'll have a little more time to rest. First, my husband and I plan to go to the store for groceries, and then I'll sit down to work on the text again.

Hi, guys!Yesterday I had a fit of inspiration and wrote my three-day text quota in one day. In fact, I really hope that I will be able to work like that today, and all the days until the New Year, and the week after it. It would be very bad to maintain such productivity, because if it worked out, then I would have completed the task that is set for me in the near future much faster and would have been able to focus more closely on editing the text and working with beta readers, and besides, I learned that if you write a series of books, you need to go to the publisher with synopses of all the parts at once, which means that by February I would like to write a synopsis for at least one more part.