Hi, guys!Today I returned from my short vacation, and now I'm waiting for tomorrow's appointment with the doctor to find out if I'm going to a psychiatric hospital, because my mental state has hardly improved and I still need help, and I doubt that my doctor will be able to provide it to me on an outpatient basis. I want it and don't want it at the same time, because on the one hand I really need qualified help, and on the other hand I really miss home and don't really want to go anywhere again now. But the decision hasn't been made yet in any case, and I'll only be able to find out something tomorrow, so there's no point in thinking about it today.