If I was in a dream about two years ago and dreamt that the people that matters in my life will not be there about this time, I would have prayed and wish it would never happen.
Unfortunately, I'm here today wishing it was just a dream, but that's all I can only do at the moment. Wish, wish and wish with a broken heart at the thoughts of them. It was as if death has planned to take away each one from the photo below yearly.
First it started with mother-in-law in 2022, my dad less than two months ago. My worry is now on who could be next? Will it be me, hubby or someone else not in the photo? Those are the thoughts I seem to deal with daily.
Losing these dear ones who add meaning to my life seems to have made life to lose its meaning.