You never know exactly how much a person meant to you until that person is no more there; that is what I have been learning day by day from these last five months as a father of five beautiful kids.Let me tell you a little bit about my family: I have two boys and three girls, and as much as I love them all the same, there's something about my second son. I don't know whether it's just because he is really my carbon copy, not only in looks but also in personality. He possesses the same boldness, the same courage, which was largely reflected in me.