It seems like a joke, but it's true that as the years go by, cognitive and competitive skills are increasingly declining. I feel like I'm losing a good part of my competitive gene in chess.
I tried it at a tournament today in the classic team league I participated in. There were all kinds of players, but especially players of my level.
And the truth is, it was quite difficult for me to even make a couple of points to play in a logical manner.
It's very difficult to assimilate that I lost every single game I played resoundingly.
There was nothing I could do in most of the games. Your worst games, which in my opinion can seem very childish, where I simply lost a piece or got a checkmate fairly quickly.
I don't know what you feel, but right now I'm in a low moment in my life and I can't find the motivation to train.
I hope Tornado Friday goes at least a little better, as I have done in previous weeks, but with the level I'm playing at right now, I feel like I can't even string together two moves.
