There is a period in our lives when we will feel that we are bored. With my current status, I can say that there are many moments in my life as a freelancer that are boring. There are moments in my day when I feel like I have no direction on what to do. That's why it is very important to have a detailed plan and schedule for when I should finish it. If I don't have a schedule set for that day, I'm sure I won't be able to do anything about my tasks. For sure, my production that day was 0%.
Since I am a freelancer, I myself check my productivity on a specific day. Of course, there is a tendency for my assessment to be subjective for myself, which is why I can't say if I'm really doing the best that I can based on this. That is one of the challenges of being a freelancer. Maybe I'm in charge of my time but that's also one of the downsides of being a freelancer; there is no sense of urgency. That's why it's so hard to be objective when it comes to my daily activities. I have to do my own self which is counterproductive if you think about it. I have to push myself which is somewhat subjective in many ways.
That's why I want to return to a full-time job first to regain my old "work spirit". Back then I was really productive and goal-oriented because I was constantly chasing after deadlines. That's why I developed a way to program myself to be productive. The problem is that during the time that I have been working as a freelancer, I have forgotten my previous work style. I've become slow and I'm losing my sense of urgency.
When I return to a full-time work environment, I will do my best to regain my previous work style and be a goal-oriented person once more.
