Growth and self-Improvement, but to where?

2023-04-10T12:58:36
Lately, I was left with nothing but my own set of skills and a realization that a person can only rely on oneself.
If each of us is doomed to do so, then there is nothing left but striving of being the best version of ourselves.
In my opinion, personal growth and self-improvement are crucial aspects of professional and personal development.
The world around me evolved and changed so fast, it was essential for me to keep up and adapt to stay relevant and competitive. Somehow I lacked to do so.
Continuously improving and striving to reach my full potential has become imperative for me because I always believed it is not only beneficial to me but also to my overall well-being and happiness. But, I was wrong because that doesn't just rely on that.
My personal pursuits were something elusive so I tried to invest in others because probably their own development would be meaningful for my own. I was encouraging a growth mindset and tried to create a sort of culture of continuous learning and improvement.
But, this didn't result in the way I expected. In fact, it fired back.
My own making helped me to identify and overcome my own limitations. I thought that by developing new skills and knowledge, I can become more capable in my roles and that I will be more confident to take on new challenges.
I did develop increased creativity and better problem-solving skills, but I failed in improving communication and some other abilities. There are only so many hours in a day.
While I embraced challenges and failures as opportunities for learning and development, others saw them as they are, the obstacles to be avoided. Pursuing new knowledge and skills is not everyone's imperative.
This came in a way of taking on new projects, attending lessons and development programs, seeking out mentorship, or even pursuing further education. All of that asks for time, patience, and dedication. All the things people today don't have.
I might set goals too high. I couldn't stay focused and motivated or kept myself continually moving forward by being immersed in constant problems on a daily level. Especially if I am the only one realizing the severity of the problems and dealing with them by myself.
I demanded feedback from others, but I received neither positive nor constructive replies to make necessary adjustments. Their needs were always front and center.
Self-improvement is not a one-time accomplishment. It is an ongoing process that requires dedication and commitment. I know that, but I also know that I am late with some things and some things don't make sense anymore.
I don't know if I will be able to embrace new challenges or push for improvements when there is no real reason behind them. Everyone needs inspiration. I lost mine.
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