Dear love,
I know we had alot of tough days recently and actually they were one of the most heart-breaking/challenging days in my life. I want to thank you for everytime you appreciated my presence in your life, you smiled at my face, you sent me morning texts, you shared with me everything either good or bad and at last all the love you gave to me. Actually you did all of this back in the days before I confess and I don't regret it at all. You changed alot, you hurt me alot, you left me broken-hearted, you made me hangover nights overthinking and listening to romantic/breaking music. I did everything to see your smile back, I bought you alot of stuff you love just to cheer you up, I didn't leave you when you were in trouble, I tried calling you for a whole week and you didn't answer, then you message me back by a lame excuse. I did alot of stuff but you didn't appreciate it, I never made you feel wrong, I never showed you how shit you treated me or how heartless you were in some decisions you took. Finally I did all of this stuff to make you happy and bring the bond back because I've come to terms with the fact the stars weren't aligned for us and that's ok, it took me a while but I releaized there are alot of things you should know: I'm tired of faking that I'm okay and everything is alright but infact it's not, I'm tired of overthinking, I'm tired without my best friend. I won't ever lose hope, I'm just tired of trying and putting effort alone to bring this friendship back.
Thank you for not choosing me, I wasn't what you wanted but you made me realize how strong I'm.
Will never lose hope.